Fool or Fall Again?

I just tired of fooling my mind,

Tired of showing others that I’m fine,

I can’t forgive, forget and move on,

I only can’t force myself to go on.

How long have I wasted,

My time from being rejected,

My days from loving and hoping,

My nights from hating and crying?

How long have I fooled myself?

From believing your words and yourself?

I didn’t expect you will just leave me behind,

Letting myself be crippled and blind.

How long have I waited?

Not knowing it will just be ended,

Trusting in your commitments and promises,

Now I’m suffering from my brokenness.

How am I supposed to live without you?

I am lost, not knowing what to do,

Without your voice, I hear at night,

Without seeing you, my days lost their brightness.

I will rather cut your wings if you’re an angel,

How far for me to reach your level?

I have to die that we may be together,

As immortal as God to be with you forever.

How many times I will fool myself,

Believing the impossible, I just can’t help,

I would instead go and fly away,

Escaping the reality maybe is the only way.

How many times do I need to wait?

From waking up in a dream that we made,

A dream where I am understood,

Is blocking me for my good?

How many times do I need to cry?

Just to water my soul from becoming dry,

Why do I need to suffer dying slowly?

From the loneliness that is killing me softly.

This is an original composition and based on my own experiences. If you want to copy something or use some parts of the note, please ask permission @ reyesjosephalbert@gmail.com.

Subscribe or follow me @

https://www.facebook.com/josephalbert.reyes.16