Now That You're Gone
- Aug 26, 2017
- 2 min read
Updated: Jun 29, 2021
The greatest pain that one could ever have,
Is to lose someone you ever loved,
Sometimes, it happens unexpectedly,
Suffer from their loss; suffer from the memory.
How painful to lose someone who died,
How much more losing someone who's still alive.
It is like piercing a thorn within your heart,
Removing it may tear your soul apart.
Sometimes I just need someone to listen,
Someone who could make me feel forgiven,
No need for advice, comments, and explanations,
Someone who could only join in my confusions.
Sometimes I just need someone who could lift me,
Someone who could hold me when I already give up,
Someone who will make me laugh when I cry,
Someone who will visit me when I die.
Someone who will drive me all just crazy,
Someone who will make me feel extraordinary,
Who will accept me wholeheartedly,
Who will stay with me patiently?
Until it comes the moment I already healed,
When I don't anymore remember the guilt,
Of someone, I'm not worth having,
Of someone who's not worth remembering.
The moment when I don't have any more tears,
The moment when I don't anymore hear,
The whisper of the mind that rejects,
The whisper of the heart that regrets.
Will I be able to cry again,
After you're gone, I can't stop crying?
Will I be able to smile again,
When I can't even hide the pain.
Now is the time for me to move on,
The time for me to forgive, forget and go on.
After meeting a friend who supposed to be,
Who just remained like a stranger, not a friend nor enemy.
Someone who just created a memory,
A mixture of a nightmare and fantasy to me,
A nightmare I will always forget,
A fantasy I will always regret.
Wishing her never to come back,
That I may able to heal my heart,
Will it be possible to happen?
To be fully healed and forgotten?
This is an original composition and based on my own experiences. If you want to copy something or use some parts of the note, please ask permission @ reyesjosephalbert@gmail.com.
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