Why Stay?

Updated: Jun 29, 2021

After all my efforts, no one stayed,

Was it because they’re not enough or too much?

A reality that will always keep me afraid,

When everything seems to be already late.

A fallen heart and a broken soul,

I knew then no one will ever understand,

In the end, I will always remain a fool,

That no one will even give a helping hand.

Did you stay, or was I the one who left behind?

Was it because I can’t accept or because I was rejected?

Am I now healed or remained ever as blind?

Was it because I was hurt and now broken-hearted?

Tell me, why do I have to stay?

Is it because you also need me?

Is it because I complete your day?

Or you just want my company?

I give up; I already gave you up,

Was the pain not enough?

I can’t even look back,

Because in my heart, nothing’s left, even just a half.

Do I always have to feel this way,

Where can no one be trusted and loved?

Where nothing remains, and no one stays,

Now I’m suffering, doubting myself, even God.

Will I lost you from moving away?

Will I be able to forget you then?

Perhaps I will lose myself again if I stay,

That will be even worst than the pain.

I cannot anymore understand anything,

Full of doubts, confusions, and pain,

Will I stay like this forever?

Where no one stays and all remains as strangers.

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