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Uncertain: Love and Move on

  • Oct 6, 2017
  • 2 min read

Updated: Jun 29, 2021

I am afraid to be hurt again, left behind and blocked,

I am so scared not to be valued by someone I loved most,

I am so scared not to be listened to by someone supposed to always listen to me.

I said everything: all my feelings, emotions, and stories for me to be understood…

and not to be rejected.

I told them for others that they may recognize and acknowledge my failures…

And that they may know how fragile I am.

Hoping that they may fill up what was lacking in me…

And not to break me more apart.

I am afraid to trust, Love, and forgive again, and later on, I will regret or suffer from the consequences.

Uncertainties hinder us from moving on…

For it is by falling that we learn to rise again,

It is by being broken that we become whole also,

It is by growing that we come to know things,

It is by stopping that we come to listen to ourselves,

It is by loving that we realized what Pain is,

It is by sharing that we learned our treasures,

It is by suffering that we realized the value of Love,

It is by sacrificing that we realized what Love is,

It is by giving freedom that we realized we loved,

It is by forgiving that we gain peace,

It is by praying that we have God with us,

It is by letting go that we become free,

It is by holding on that we have hope,

It is by surrendering and not giving up.

Love and Pain are always together. Wanting to stay in Love is also taking the risk of getting hurt over and over again. But Love does not mean, nor not all about Pain. It is the other side. Love is sweet, and Pain is the bad thing.

It is in this Love that I lost and won others.

It is in Love that I became a slave and free.

It is in Love that I learned to laugh and cry.

Where I, too, experienced joy and pain, hate and anger,

It is in Love that I understood "affirmation and rejection."

Love, what are you that you can hold everything?

Who are you to play with all our emotions and change our lives?




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