My SILENCE

You said before, “Love is about trust,”

Yet now you say, trusting my God is enough,

In other words, I’m not included,

So, a tear should shed.

I think I should be silent again, I said.

You said yes until you become fine and healed.

Not knowing that I was also dying,

Dying, crying, and moaning

For a “love” that was freely given,

Even though it’s forbidden,

Even though I’m just forsaken,

I will always love you again and again.

Am I too stupid?

Or I ignore it and do not heed,

The other voices telling me to stop,

This feeling that I have.

Do I have to be silent always?

Every time you’re not fine or something else,

Do you also notice me?

Maybe, only when you’re not busy.

Love is not only about trust,

But love is also by being fooled enough,

To hope to impossible love,

Not to ask something in return.

What do I like?

Nothing but only your love.

Yet, who am I to ask for it?

Because I will never worthy ever since.

My Silence means “I’ll wait.”

Waiting for you after you wake,

Waiting for the day, you will call or text me again,

Waiting for the time, I’ll see you in heaven.

Heaven on earth experience,

Where the love is already confirmed and never ends,

Where you and I will be together,

Just for a while, wishing it to be forever.

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